Sorry if this all seems a little pessimistic but this is how i feel. Just know I wish it was a possibility, but I do not think that true love exist. Sure, you love your family but I am not talking about your family. I am talking about the feelings of one person towards another. True love is a myth, a unicorn, a white man that's good at basketball.... it doesn't exist. There are folks who are compatible, and can live their lives together and have children and be very happy. But I do not think, I will not make a generalization, I do not think I will ever find true love. Maybe some of you can, who am I to say you can't, I am just a kid with an opinion.
But the feeling of love creates an increase in dopamine in your brain. So if you feel like you are attracted to someone and may like them a lot, or love them... the dopamine in your brain explodes. Dopamine is the same thing that is released when you use a drug. So if you're smoking meth or "falling in love" it creates the same biological ends. I believed in love for a long time. And maybe the reason I don't anymore is because the person I felt an incredible tie too, a feeling that I have never felt before, love: you may say..... died when she was 15. I know you might think, "How could you feel and know what love is at such an early age?" Well, what I felt was awesome. But I did not know it was love. Only now do I think that could have been my only shot. She was an angel. Truly someone I was in awe of. So nice, so beautiful, so care free... soo.... special.
Since then I have had no hope. The terms, Love and Being in Love are so different that they could not be explained in this forum. I love many of my friends that are girls and love many of my friends that are guys. Just know this is only one man's opinion, I hope you are in love with someone right now. I truly do. I just have had no experience where I could say that I have seen true love. There are many couples that love each other that I know. Maybe what I think is In Love isn't the right definition. I hope it's not. To be in love with someone to me means that you could stay in every night with each other and have a great time. Or when she looks at you, you just want to melt. Getting lost in her eyes for hours. Knowing that she would, and you would do anything for each other. It is depressing to think that there is no True Love... if that is the case then what is there truly to live for? I have to have hope. Although as we all know, hope can be the best and worst thing to have. Well, all I can hope is that there is one more woman on this earth that will change my mind.
To all of those In Love............. I believe that you are. I just do not think it is possible for me to be in love. And I wish all of you the best.
"To be in love with someone to me means that you could stay in every night with each other and have a great time. Or when she looks at you, you just want to melt. Getting lost in her eyes for hours. Knowing that she would, and you would do anything for each other." -- i like this quote :) very true!!
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on king of the hill, peggy and hank started trying to have a kid and they couldn't do it. they tried and tried and nothing happened.
ReplyDeletethen one day they stopped fuckin for a kid and started fuckin for fun, then they got preganant.
sometimes peoples expectations are too high, they want to make stuff happen. you gotta relax. start fuckin for fun.
also, it doesn't make sense to say you don't believe in love when you want to fall in love so badly.
Yes it does make sense. I don't believe in love because I have thought I was in love before and SURE I would love to "fall" in love but my past has created a new opinion of "not believing in love", as to when I was younger believing in it completely
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