.... with no direction in life

People think I am a slacker.  People think that I don't want to do anything with my life.  I wish i could line those people up and smack them in the face.  I am sorry to all of you I have let down by not knowing what I want to do in life yet.  I like to write, in case you haven't figured that out yet.  But without a degree it is hard even if you know what you wanna do.  Am I less of a person than everyone else because I dont know yet.  Even at the age of 27?  Maybe I am.  Maybe I will never be as good or as accomplished as a person as you are.  But I will always be kind, I will always be there for you and I will always hold my friends feelings above mine.  So when people ask me what I want to do in my life, I want to be a great friend... and even though some people have strayed..... I have never been a bad friend to anyone.  I just want to provide for me and my own and make sure all of my friends are okay.  If there is anything wrong with that, i don't know what to tell you.  Most of you are so caught up in the rat race to give a shit about anyone.  Well, all i do is care about people maybe to a fault.  If that is my fault, fine, i'll take it.  I just hope that after reading this some of you realize that you are taking life too seriously and have completely lost touch with what is important... good family and good friends.  I feel sorry for you, even though I bet you feel sorry for me bc I have nothing going for me at this point.  I am scared, as a lot of people are, but now there's nothing to be scared of.  I got a couple good friends (barely), and a solid family.  I used to have a ton but they ditched out when it got hard.  So to anyone feeling the same way I do.  It can only get better i suppose.  You are better than you think you are.  You are much better than they think you are.